This long distance is kiling me...

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time.
And I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind.
All I have is this picture in a frame,
that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where I'd rather be,
but we're stuck where we are.
It's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me,
but we're stuck where we are
it's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.

Now the minutes feel like hours,
and the hours feel like days..
While I'm away,
You know right now I can't be home.
But I'm coming home soon,
Coming home soon..
All I have is this picture in a frame,
that I hold close to see your face everyday.

Can you hear me crying...?


There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time...

Take me away..

爱你错了吗
为什么会受到这么多惩罚
他们说的话像针往心里扎
我心中的怕
不知该怎么做才可以放下
只不过想好好的爱一次啊

带我远走高飞
不去理会
这一个蜚短流长的世界布满虚伪
是你让我选择沉醉
繁星守侯月不能睡
只因为爱上了夜的黑

带我远走高飞
一起去追
有一个叫做幸福的世界没有泪水
我已经感觉到疲累
只想在你怀抱入睡
不在乎别人眼中是非

重新再出发
能不能让这天地不再吵杂
我的心里面安静得不像话
故事的真假
没有多余的力气去分辨他
只不过想好好的爱一次啊

如果你爱我...

沉入越来越深的海底
我开始想念你
我好孤寂

跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气
氧气是你
如果你爱我 你会来找我
你会知道我 快不能活
如果你爱我 你会来救我
空气很稀薄 因为寂寞


但
如果
也只不过是... 如果


我明白
你爱我
那也只是曾经

Sleepless nights...

It has been almost a week... The moment I was awake during the night time.. felt like there were more than the moment I was awake during the day time.. What on earth is going on within me? Who can give me an answer to this? I'm getting fed up with these.. It's reali suffering.. It could really kill me off if this keep on continue!! I gotta put an end to this.. But how should I do this? What should I do to handle this freakin problem that can damage my whole life? F*!!!

Is this my faith? Is this the answer? Did I deserve to live like this? What the hell did I do wrongly which led me to this kind of life? This ain't me! This ain't the life that I want! I deserve a better life! I deserve the best sleeping moment than everyone else!

How I wish you were here right now.. Feeling your heartbeats.. Lying in your arms.. It's like the moment when you're hugging me is the best time in my life.. I really do feel secured when you're around.. I really do feel loved when you're with me.. You're the one who just can make me calmed.. All these days.. Your existence saved my life.. I am willing to walk behind you.. Even you wouldn't let me to do so.. I want to feel that I am different while being with you.. I want to feel that I'm grown up while being with you.. But I am confused after all.. Which is the true me? Is this me? Why do I still feel like I haven't fully recovered my true happiness?

All these things... really make me realized that.. it really takes time.. it really takes me more time to work through everything..

It was really painful being all alone.. It was really suffering when no one could answer your calling from heart..


Could you hear me..? Will you ever noticed? Ohh again.. it takes time...